Even within the darkest of dark we're still allowed some vision. It might not be clear as day where a tree is a tree or a fish a fish. But given a few passing minutes the fish will soon begin to stink.
Update: I haven't been on in a long while. My schedule has been jammed for the past 2 months. Days off I'm buried beneath the bed sheets, watching 5 films, thinking of the week past and the week ahead between flicks. This is how I mellow out. Laundry put off till the next week.
No apologies.
Today was an interesting day.
Sometimes we come into contact with certain people, and for whatever reason, I'll call it GOD, allows certain paths to cross. Whatever the outcome, what matters most is our condition - the heart condition. When something/someone makes you feel nervous, and not in a good way, you have to take a moment and step back. This moment is to think.
You can brush it off. Sure, I've done it in the past. Like water off a ducks back. But today, this person, this feeling and the lead up to what may unfold...Yeah, not so easy to brush off.
See, you can never hide lust (sorry fellas). The eyes are the window to the inner soul - freakin' true. A person's intension, no matter how well hidden, is revealed in a simple glance. A glance that can spark mutual interest, excitement or just plain unease.
This was unease.
More than money and power, the greatest wealth one can hope for is wisdom and discernment. With wisdom, you seldom makes mistakes. With discernment, you seldom become a lapdog.
And this so called "Alpha Dog"... Dude, I'm not that easily bought. I can read between the lines, no matter how fuzzy you make them, or don't make them. But being in my place of work, in which you wandered in, where sensitive ears stood footsteps away - it's not the right time and place to put you straight.
side note: Sometimes biting your lip to stay quiet is the hardest thing ever. Grace before bitching someone out. Grace wins most times. Thank God for grace.
....You (him, he, for me) still feel a million miles away.
She patiently waits...
